layakkah aku?

dlm sebuln ni otak ak really serabut..

nothing can change dat..

mama ade cter kat blog dye yg mama x perna nak halang ak brcinta..

thnx to mama yg phm prsaan ak..

ari2 ku kini makin serabut..x taw knp lately memg otak ak jd x btul..

ak mkin jeles,buruk sangka,ya Allah..

help me pliszz..

ape ni..ape sume ni..

ak btul2 syg die..ikhls..tp knp ak trlalu tkot sgt ilang die..

why not ak jd mcm dlu smpai die mempersoalkn my open minded..

knp ak jd cmni??xkn ak nk jd same mcm ex dye??

come on la beng..plisz be profesional k..

kdg2 ak trase mcm dri ak ni trlalu,, arghhhhhhh!!! nsib baik tgh buln posa skang ni..

tolg kembalikn ak yg lame..

ak nk sgt jd mcm dlu..pliszzz..knp dlu ak bhgie knp skang x???

why not now!?

to siti anisah hanim..really2 sorry bout my attitude..

i know this is my fault..

at this time i really2 need full support from u...

to mama, bukn abg xnk libatkan mama dlm hal nie..

but i think at this time i should solve it by my self..

the reason why i post it here coz only the person who follow my blog je yg thu my probs..

i don't think dat this probs dtg dri org lain..

but i think all from me..

now ak btul2 ade mslh dlm pengurusn personal..

fuhhhhh..the reason why i'm not telling my probs direct to some of u coz..

for me only me je yg bleh solve this probs..

all this probs come from me & i should solve it..

prsaan syg memg ade pada setiap manusia..

tapi prsaan ak trlalu tkot keilangan die trlalu tebal..

ak thu die tkot disakiti lg..

tp ak dah brjnji yg kli ni ak srius dlm ape yg ak buat..

ak thu memg sukar nk prcye kn prubhn yg drastik brlaku dlm dri ku..

but i bet, plisz believe me this time..